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HAPPY POULTRY GENOCIDE DAY!!!!!
i don't know if many people are into it, but i am and i love all the food.
murder couldn't taste any better!
so this morning i woke up to the sound of our fire alarm going off for a good 30 mins because my mom figured that she should start making the turkey at 7:30am. then i helped her out and i made some of my own food, such as roasted potatos, lasagna, stuffing and this soup stuff. my mom did the rest.
anyway i ate so much food! i was feasting like a pig, but today is an excuse.
people arrived here at 2:00 and they jsut left. i'm tired.
Reading my book. What an awesome book.
and taking dumb pictures.
So tomorrow is the BIG D show and i'm excited because every band that is playing tomorrow = SEX. (?)
then im going to another show on saturday with cori, (which i havent hung out with in like YEARS) so im really stoked for that
and on sunday im chillin with megan and possibly ariel and go to thirft stores. we all need NEW clothes. iornically it isn't NEW clothes if we get it at the thirft stores.
EDIT: it is 1:08 am and i was just thinking about something
well...it's about this break up that recently occurred. for the past few days i was extremely sad and hurt, but i let everything out. i'm glad i got to talk to some people about how i felt and write things down as well as getting out of my house as much as possible. it really helped me, and very quickly too. now that i think about it, i'm not as hurt as i thought i was. i think the reason why i was so sad is because i thought that i lost something so great that was somewhat part of me, but in reality i did not really lose anything. nothing at all. it was my gain actually. in a matter of almost 3 months i got to experience some awesome moments of my adolescent life, moments that i do not seem to share with everyone, but moments that i want to share with people that are close to me. i never thought that my life could get any better and thanks to the past three months it made me realize how fucking awesome of a life i have. i mean, adam and i are still willing to be friends, well at least i am and he said that to me too. i have so much to look forward to and so much time to meet other people. regardless of what i said on my post of November 22..."i don't think i can do any better..." well that is not true at all. i just wasn't thinking. it's not a matter of me doing better or not, it's a matter of me being myself and finding what i want and if im happy with it or not. who knows what the future holds for me?
i still have college to go to. there will be so many new faces out there for me to meet. i just need to take things slow and that's how im going to approach every realtionship with anyone i encounter with...
and i hope the best for adam and that he finds that someone
and i hope the best for myself as well and everyone.
GOODNIGHT.
i don't know if many people are into it, but i am and i love all the food.
murder couldn't taste any better!
so this morning i woke up to the sound of our fire alarm going off for a good 30 mins because my mom figured that she should start making the turkey at 7:30am. then i helped her out and i made some of my own food, such as roasted potatos, lasagna, stuffing and this soup stuff. my mom did the rest.
anyway i ate so much food! i was feasting like a pig, but today is an excuse.
people arrived here at 2:00 and they jsut left. i'm tired.
Reading my book. What an awesome book.
and taking dumb pictures.
So tomorrow is the BIG D show and i'm excited because every band that is playing tomorrow = SEX. (?)
then im going to another show on saturday with cori, (which i havent hung out with in like YEARS) so im really stoked for that
and on sunday im chillin with megan and possibly ariel and go to thirft stores. we all need NEW clothes. iornically it isn't NEW clothes if we get it at the thirft stores.
EDIT: it is 1:08 am and i was just thinking about something
well...it's about this break up that recently occurred. for the past few days i was extremely sad and hurt, but i let everything out. i'm glad i got to talk to some people about how i felt and write things down as well as getting out of my house as much as possible. it really helped me, and very quickly too. now that i think about it, i'm not as hurt as i thought i was. i think the reason why i was so sad is because i thought that i lost something so great that was somewhat part of me, but in reality i did not really lose anything. nothing at all. it was my gain actually. in a matter of almost 3 months i got to experience some awesome moments of my adolescent life, moments that i do not seem to share with everyone, but moments that i want to share with people that are close to me. i never thought that my life could get any better and thanks to the past three months it made me realize how fucking awesome of a life i have. i mean, adam and i are still willing to be friends, well at least i am and he said that to me too. i have so much to look forward to and so much time to meet other people. regardless of what i said on my post of November 22..."i don't think i can do any better..." well that is not true at all. i just wasn't thinking. it's not a matter of me doing better or not, it's a matter of me being myself and finding what i want and if im happy with it or not. who knows what the future holds for me?
i still have college to go to. there will be so many new faces out there for me to meet. i just need to take things slow and that's how im going to approach every realtionship with anyone i encounter with...
and i hope the best for adam and that he finds that someone
and i hope the best for myself as well and everyone.
GOODNIGHT.