Oct 11, 2005 23:13
So in the past two days I have neglected my homework. In college time, I am probably behind a weeks worth. I can't help it, my best friend moved here this week so I have a valid excuse. Also, did I mention I have just felt way overwhelmed with school and work and RESPONSIBILITIES. (I hate being responsible) Oh yes and how can I forget that I finally skipped a class this semester! YAY go me. However its the class I am sadly failing.
I am wondering if this is what the rest of my life will be like..filled with daily nonsense activities and unecessary stress. If its not school, then it will be work.
Thoughts are racing a million miles a second in my head right now. I can't seem to slow them down or find a grip with this thing called reality. I can't sleep I feel like I am hyped up on some kind of narcotic. In fact I shouldn't even be writing in this thing, I should be reading. Its unbelievable what the mind can posses, I wish I could just silence my thoughts.
Every ounce of focus is lost.