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so im so tyerd of girls thinking my girl is hot i fucking scarews me so bad couse ash was bi and im not sure if she still is but its nothing bad i guess but now but i have not only worrie about guys but girls to i have no clue what o do its fucking driving me crazy it fucking pisses me of so bad i want to fucking just run right of a cliff and fucking lagh all the way down and make sure i lane on my head that way my ass is the last thing that goes trough my mind i dont no why i let this get to me i always figured that hell a girl ythats bi sweet ya right if u guys fucking truly loved the person u r with when u r together if she is bbie r just want to have as 3 sowe r something urr mind changes on everything i cant ever emagine a guy r another girl thouching ash n anything like that with anyother girl it would be ok but watching someone else touch her i would fucking flip man i would be like dre and mm man i would find a fucking shot gun and kill that guy r girl ( but i would never ever touch ash ever) i dont no man whats wrong this si like every guys dream man to have a girl thats bi but i guess when u sit back and look at it when u truly love someone i mean not this bull shit love everyone thiks there in but i mean true love one day people will find it but i guess this was mine and ash toime to find it couse we found each other and i so happy with ash she just gets me in this modes that make me think of nothing but her( but i always do think of marshell ) and i just love her dso much im afraioed im going to loose her couse the last person i loved died and i dont want that to happen again and i thoguhti loved someone else but thay cheted on me that happens alot and onother person i was dating that i really liked she cheatred on me with a guys and a girl so that why i have peoblims with shit like that i no deep down ash would never chet on me but its always going to be there and its on dubble with me couse shes bi so i dont no what to do i have o worrie dubble time here and its fucking taering me apart i dont no what todo the only thing that crosses my mind is death for some reasoin all i wish for somethnimed is death but thats an other story id ont no whatim trying to say here but i dont no later botches......... ret o fuck it bye