Aug 31, 2005 22:25
so i have 2 ciggarettes..now or later. or both. i think so. gosh im smart.
so their is this thing in my school called wannabes..i dont fit in with anyone with my random preppy jackets or my band T's and my ripped jeans. i guess i got both of two w0rlds.
normal people thinks its wierd to dress both "ways" so no one is like me. and its sad. cause i was hopeing to find someone just like me. but i am not.
i found someone like Priscilla..i lilke her, her name is Sarah..and shit.
thats the only person i have met i liked..except shoelace chris..hes pretty cool cause he knows like..about David and Corey and Megan and shit..its cool to talk to him..i think its funny cause he said he probley wouldnt like David..i said no no u would most people do. and..corey is just trying to make him sound bad.
so..today i realized my life is going to suck until next year when i can drive..my mom is letting me drive illegally to school becuase i cant get my liscense until september..so i have a month of illegal driveing beforehand.
So..its amazing how old i am getting i feel old..driving next year..moving out in 3 finsihing school in 3. and going to the Army or College..
i cant believe i am this old. cause i dont look this old. right now i feel pretty calm.
I am not on the verge of crying today..i want to drop out of spanish..and info tech 2.cause its hard, spanish wants to take up all my time..i am annoyed with things such as that. im going to the counslerors tommorow about my locker being in F and my classes on the other side.
going to one class to another hurts my legs..going from languege to biology makes me want to cry. my legs hurt cause i go to walk for H to A and it hurts. i hate that ramp thing when you get to F..it hurts..i like the stairs better. i almost feel down t he stairs today.
i love david. i was talking to my mom about him yesterday. it just ended up in a crying session. whenn i go to the east game i am goig to tell her i saw him there..and it was awful..uncompfortable. unbareable and that i started crying there. i am going to see if yuli wants to spend the nite too its doughbtful though..doughbtful in deed.
indeed* too lazy to press backspace so i am just going to state i spelled it wrong..deal with it.
so..East Game..must go. you better go nOodlE!~
im out..