Love Me Not
Title: Love me not
Author: murder_licence
Warning: Mature content - Sexual themes
Thoughts: The sentence "Love me not" suddenly popped up and I manage to write something pretty dark-ish out of it.
Comments: Seems like answering "writer's block" questions actually works
Love me not.
I know that you do, but I need you not to.
I need you to act like you don't., act like you just want to use me.
I need to feel dirty, unworthy and used.
Hurt me much.
I know you don't want to, but I need the pain.
I need you to abuse me roughly, abuse me like I'm nothing.
I need to feel hurt, bruised and scared.
The pain enchants every sparks of pleasure
When I'm not in control of my own body it feels right.
Strip me naked and play like I'm a doll.
Love me not, because I need you to.
Force my screams.
I know you like them, but I need them more.
I need you to chase them, chase them like you want to choke me.
I need to feel tired, breathless and faint.
Deny me peace.
I now you don't want to, I need you to refuse me.
I need you to keep me going, keep denying me the closure I want.
I need to feel the end, hopeless and used.
The pain enchants every sparks of pleasure.
When I'm not in control of my mind it feels so right.
Abuse me naked and toy with me.
Love me not, because I need you to.
A/N: Safari actually freezed and quited twice while I wrote the description part! I was beyond close to kill my laptop, and pull out my hair because I thought I lost it - TWICE.