Day 5
This is the 5th day in a row I've taken my medication.
Ryan and I are no longer friends, if it weren't obvious from my last post. I don't really know what to feel, to be honest. I mean, I miss him a lot, but I've felt really good lately. I haven't been crying, or yelling, or getting upset. It's just been calm; quiet, but calm. And now that I've been talking to this one guy a lot, I have a feeling things could easily move forward, and I wouldn't forget, but I would move on.
Amanda says Ryan will come back, and I hope some day he does. However, him and I both know how stubborn we both are, and I have no idea how it will pan out, if it ever does.
Oh and, seeing Derek today. That makes me incredibly happy.
Ryan and I are no longer friends, if it weren't obvious from my last post. I don't really know what to feel, to be honest. I mean, I miss him a lot, but I've felt really good lately. I haven't been crying, or yelling, or getting upset. It's just been calm; quiet, but calm. And now that I've been talking to this one guy a lot, I have a feeling things could easily move forward, and I wouldn't forget, but I would move on.
Amanda says Ryan will come back, and I hope some day he does. However, him and I both know how stubborn we both are, and I have no idea how it will pan out, if it ever does.
Oh and, seeing Derek today. That makes me incredibly happy.