reality setting in. -- warning: LOTS OF RAMBLING ON
i just picked up the source. my family is on the cover. or, i guess we're not family anymore... ex-family. how does that work: ex and family? it can't. but there they are. ja, irv, ashanti, charli, and tah. everybody else is in the article -- blackchild, ronnie bumps, o-1, young merc, s.o. cannons, jody mack...
the headline is: "money is the root of all evil. but how far will irv gotti, ja rule, and the crew go before they cash out?" no shit.
plus, they discuss random shit about me (amongst all the other drama they get themselves into -- which is all a big fuckin' publicity stunt, in my opinion), and don't mention all the fuckin' phone calls i had with ja, and the ones i didn't have with irv 'cause he acted like a fuckin' pussy. this is what's written... the key word is "according to Irv":
"According to Irv, after being told the Inc. was making her [Charli Baltimore's] project a priority over Vita's debut, Vita's manager, Hype Williams, informed him that she wanted out."
now, it's true was a little annoyed that they were puttin' charli up before my debut... a debut i've been waiting on for a couple years now. but i was also pissed off that the inc. wasn't letting me write my own shit anymore. it was mostly caddillac tah writing it, and don't get me wrong, he's a mastermind... but if it's my voice, it's gotta be my own words. i know y'all rappers out there feel me on that one. hype supported me all the way on that one. i never meant to separate myself from murder inc., or get kicked out, or whatever. i only meant to gain back the permission to write my own shit... which i should not need permission from irv from.
this video of photo shoot with ashanti and chuck is making me sick. (it's at www.defjam.com/murderinc) all this shit about how it's the murder inc. ladies... damn. i used to be the murder inc. LADY... all solo. stop talking about "holding it down", ashanti. they ain't even spelled charli's name right the first time. did ashanti just say, "my boobs are so big... double D's!"?
wow. this drama needs to stop. i just wanna do my thing, and rap. that's all i ever wanted... that's all i ever needed. to quote nas, "all i need is one mic."
murda to the end,
vita
the headline is: "money is the root of all evil. but how far will irv gotti, ja rule, and the crew go before they cash out?" no shit.
plus, they discuss random shit about me (amongst all the other drama they get themselves into -- which is all a big fuckin' publicity stunt, in my opinion), and don't mention all the fuckin' phone calls i had with ja, and the ones i didn't have with irv 'cause he acted like a fuckin' pussy. this is what's written... the key word is "according to Irv":
"According to Irv, after being told the Inc. was making her [Charli Baltimore's] project a priority over Vita's debut, Vita's manager, Hype Williams, informed him that she wanted out."
now, it's true was a little annoyed that they were puttin' charli up before my debut... a debut i've been waiting on for a couple years now. but i was also pissed off that the inc. wasn't letting me write my own shit anymore. it was mostly caddillac tah writing it, and don't get me wrong, he's a mastermind... but if it's my voice, it's gotta be my own words. i know y'all rappers out there feel me on that one. hype supported me all the way on that one. i never meant to separate myself from murder inc., or get kicked out, or whatever. i only meant to gain back the permission to write my own shit... which i should not need permission from irv from.
this video of photo shoot with ashanti and chuck is making me sick. (it's at www.defjam.com/murderinc) all this shit about how it's the murder inc. ladies... damn. i used to be the murder inc. LADY... all solo. stop talking about "holding it down", ashanti. they ain't even spelled charli's name right the first time. did ashanti just say, "my boobs are so big... double D's!"?
wow. this drama needs to stop. i just wanna do my thing, and rap. that's all i ever wanted... that's all i ever needed. to quote nas, "all i need is one mic."
murda to the end,
vita