路中空卻一直盯著我。
Hollowhead Hollowayyyy oh no he's looking over my shoulder. He's unfinished, you know, because... y'know, overindulgence in Jesus' lifeblood and such. No, that's not what I meant. I meant that I don't have any fucking... thing... because I don't really exist, I guess, and nonexistants only have nonexistent houseguests.
Stupidity abound, and it's because of the other kind of houseguests, referring, of course, to the metaphorical kind of house. And the metaphorical kind of demons. Houseguests! No, stop, don't. What?
... AND there's too much blue, from the clouds to his three eyes, and he wants to be at sea. I'm thinking of completely covering up the Earth-clouds and constructing an alien atmosphere. He'll be able to breathe... honest... 'cause he's got that something. I think he'll understand.
P.S. I've decided that the world is just too much and I'm going to go emo goth styles to deal with my pain. Like, totally all-out, cutting-self-in-dark-corners, God-has-forsaken-me "I'm nothing but a crusty black heart from too many breakages but if I could be anything I'd be a baby-eating black hole and I wouldn't be able to help it and I'd feel awful about eating babies but say I wouldn't care if I could say anything at all just so that I could feel the delicious loathing of good people who loathe heartless, baby-eating black holes even though if I had a heart it would be all crusty and black for how soft it really was on the hidden and therefore tragically misunderstood interior" and writing poetry like this:
I am a black hole
I cause only darkness
Being only half
Of a worm hole
That should be whole
But God has tol'
Me nothing but bull
Amen you bastard
Oh, oops. That was a little bit angry. Let me try again.
I am a black hole
I feel nothing
I'm heartless
I see nothing
I'm darkness
I eat babies
And wish I had
A heart to feel
Oh, so sad
Because I should
Oh, how I wish
That I could
Because I get such thrills when I'm paid retribution
It's enough to let me swallow each lilliputian
Oh dang. I'm not very good at this emo thing. Maybe I should just go straight in for homo- and autotrophy and skip this cry for attention bit.