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I don't think I've ever been so scared and so stressed out in my life. I'm slowly but surely approaching a massive changing point in my life, and fear of the unknown is hitting me, and hard. To top it off, I'm currently juggling my preparation with keeping up the present. I have to be a good student. A good worker. A good girlfriend. A good ( Read more... )
That's because I had to fail at everything in order to get my shit together. And I still failed at that. So I get to sit around and wait until January to go to grad school. Because god damn it someone will want me. I will make them. With fiery baton throwing chimps if that is what it takes.
And that's how you have to look at things. Ignore as much as you can and get done what needs done. You know you can have an awesome portfolio if you try, everyone else thinks so too. Yeah, the world around you might implode, but it can fuck off for later because anybody worth a damn in your life will still be there. Seriously.
And guess what, if Pixar doesn't want you right now? You can mumble obscenities for a week or burst into tears for no apparent reason at some random point in the day. But then you'll realize that they obviously don't recognize how awesome you are and thus weren't the right place for you. And somewhere else will want you.
Because let's face it, you're awesome.
And if nobody else wants you, well, you and I can be failures together. In a box alongside a river. Because I'll still think you're awesome.
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