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i am such an idiottt.
im in such a deep depression, and i feel like i just keep doing things that are making my situation worse.
what is wrong with me?!
i honestly am thinking about going on meds again.
..i just feel like i should wait till this is over because i cant tell if its just me actually having this problem, or if its life situations that are making me feel shitty.
fml.
and for the record, i remember why i was so happy to get out of this house to begin with. almost every time i come home, i see this house, and i want to cry because i know what im gunna have to deal with, with my parents. only now, its worse because of the recent remodel...and the financial issues dealing with the remodel.
fml x 5.
ugh. can someone please rescue me? i wish i could fast forward through beauty school so i could get my license already and start working...and maybe be living on my own.
im in such a deep depression, and i feel like i just keep doing things that are making my situation worse.
what is wrong with me?!
i honestly am thinking about going on meds again.
..i just feel like i should wait till this is over because i cant tell if its just me actually having this problem, or if its life situations that are making me feel shitty.
fml.
and for the record, i remember why i was so happy to get out of this house to begin with. almost every time i come home, i see this house, and i want to cry because i know what im gunna have to deal with, with my parents. only now, its worse because of the recent remodel...and the financial issues dealing with the remodel.
fml x 5.
ugh. can someone please rescue me? i wish i could fast forward through beauty school so i could get my license already and start working...and maybe be living on my own.