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i'm stretching my ears bigger than an inch. im gunna have some big plugs.
i think its sexy. i know that sounds stupid, but i really like when girls have bigger plugs.
anyway, i'm trying to change the way ive been doing things, health wise.
i've lost 4 pounds since moving back to my parents, an di know its not much, but its motivating me to lose more.
all in all, i would like to lose 50 pounds. that will put me at a "healthy" weight, but i'd still be a little on the heavier side.
if i ever reach my goal, i'll just have to see how i look and feel to be able to determine whether or not i should stay at that weight or lose more.
...but i binged yesterday. lots of chocolate. a sweet coconut drink from starbucks (which i never get), i had some chips, too. ugh.
but i also went to a japanese market and bought healthy food, so im gunna cook and eat all of that today.
salmon, tofu for fresh vietnamese inspired spring rolls with not peanut sauce (sadface), soft tofu to eat like yogurt, soymilk, seaweed, veggies, veggies, veggies. spent $13. not too shabby.
i wish i had my running shoes so i could go running...but theyre still at chris' house. i've been walking becky everyday, 30 mins to an hour, but i feel like that paired with running and healthier eating would help me lose it more. i had to walk becky for almost an hour and a half yesterday to avoid two VERY shady guys that were bothering me. i felt like a little kid taking the long way home from school. plus, it was night time. i like walking her at night/in the evening.
i cant wait till i have all my stuff back at home. i feel weird without all of it, and i feel like my stuff is just a constant reminder to chris.
but anyway, just a little update. hope all is well in livejournal land.