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i absolutely hate having to repeat myself over and over without any result.
if i tell you not to do something a million times, you should know not to do it.
im not telling you to hold the world on your shoulders, im asking really easy things of you that will make our lives just a little easier, without much effort.
when you dont listen to me, it just makes me more angry and makes me direct all of my anger towards you, even if there was something angering me beforehand. it makes me angry because it makes me hurt and upset that you will just not fucking listen to me. maybe i just think about everyone else too much, and dont realize that nobody else thinks about other peoples feelings as much as i do.
no, fuck that noise. im not blaming myself. if other people can treat me with just as much respect as i treat them, then you can too. im really starting to get over this.
im done ranting. i know nobody really reads this anymore, but im so tired of explaining myself to my boyfriend when nothing comes out of it...and im sure my best friend has heard me out enough. maybe i need livejournal in my life again. it helps when i need to vent, and usually never makes me angry.
if i tell you not to do something a million times, you should know not to do it.
im not telling you to hold the world on your shoulders, im asking really easy things of you that will make our lives just a little easier, without much effort.
when you dont listen to me, it just makes me more angry and makes me direct all of my anger towards you, even if there was something angering me beforehand. it makes me angry because it makes me hurt and upset that you will just not fucking listen to me. maybe i just think about everyone else too much, and dont realize that nobody else thinks about other peoples feelings as much as i do.
no, fuck that noise. im not blaming myself. if other people can treat me with just as much respect as i treat them, then you can too. im really starting to get over this.
im done ranting. i know nobody really reads this anymore, but im so tired of explaining myself to my boyfriend when nothing comes out of it...and im sure my best friend has heard me out enough. maybe i need livejournal in my life again. it helps when i need to vent, and usually never makes me angry.