wow, postsecret READ MY FUCKING MIND.
this is how i feel about my sister.
i regret always lying and hiding shit for her.
i love her, but i just hate her so much right now.
on top of that bullshit, i found out my grandpa was cremated, i didnt even know, but i was wondering how they were gunna have the funeral months after his passing. they all told me that in a week they were goign to have his memorial. well thanks for letting me know, its fucking hard to get any days off at work while everyone is scheduling vacation hours, let alone im supposed to give at least 2 weeks notice. since i'm part time and am not that significant, i dont get paid for bereavement leave. i got it all figured out, had everyone change their schedules, had to have someone come in from a different store to cover my shift.
WELL, i find out yesterday that they had changed plans without letting me know because there was something wrong with the tombstone or somethin. so i told my dad what i went through to get it off just to find out that they cancelled without letting me know. so i had to call and rearrange everything back to its normal state. fuck my life. this makes me look stupid after everything, and they dont even know if they can let me know two weeks in adavance. thanks for making my life more suspenseful. i wouldnt have minded if someone would have told me beforehand, so i wouldnt have to, or make others, go through all that work for nothing.
im so upset with how a lot of things are going on right now, but im trying to just keep cool and not worry about anything.
but theres good news...i just saved 15% by switching to geico!
but not really. i basically did the opposite.
i actually spent a buttload of money with chris (and will be spending more) because we got a phoneline together, with brand new g1 phones. theyre awesome and keep me preoccupied so when i get bored i have something to do. i also got a new number.
my brother was cancelling our plan to save money, and chris was on a cricket phone...so with our plans now, we both get a lot for just 10 bones more than what chris was paying for a phone he could only use in san diego county.
anyway, that was a buttload of information.
but im done.