bad luck morning is just another mundane day
I don't know if i can do this anymore, by this i mean this journal. You see the whole point of an online journal is to share with others. The problem i have is that noone wants to read about problems. And thats all i seem to be able to write at this point in time. I can only make believe and fairy tale it for so long before it starts to loose touch on how im actually doing.
So not to drag out this too long and not to leave on a bad tune i will sum up what happened in my dream world today, i may be back but it may be sometime it may be tomorrow right now though i don't know.
*today*-the world i didn't just settle for
When sunshine through the blind is what wakes you up, you can't help but smile, you know that outside everything is so beatiful. Turning over yoiu stare at the one you love and evertime it's like you're still dreaming, so estacically happy you feel like calling someone in hopes they're feeling this way to.
Moving softly out of bed as not to wake the other you tip toe for fresh orange juice and stare casually out the picture window in front of you at the endless ocean. This time off is well deserved following the run you've both been through. Both promoting your artistic talents. Normally the phones would be ringing but last night with a devlish smile she pulled out the jack from in back on the phone.
taking in the suinshine you stretch and think baout what life would of been if you didnt follow your heart, this doesn't last long, there no use looking when everything has worked out so perfectly. You've traveled the world together now. You devoted your lives for each other and are their whenever support is needed. Today will constist of a walk along the beach after that while she goes off and venture for inspriation i will write my down on paper. then it'll be drinks at dusk as we dont watch the sunset because its to cliche instead we hide under the covers and tell each pther ghost stories where no ghosts ever appear.
Then when the is no more sun we'll lay there together and look at our reflection kiss each other sweetly goodnight then lay back and let our dreams lead us until tomorrow...