update
Wow... I haven't been on this bitch in a mellenia... (sp?).
Update:
I'm a mom!!
Austin Ray Banuelos Born May 17, 2006!
Work is good, I want more money though.
Gary and me are wonderful, he told me the other day, "I feel closer to you then ever before"... made me melt.
I hate snotty people... I'm dealing with one right now and it's making me feel as if I'm just some little peon... but I'm better then that so I'll just ignore it until I see her in public!
Hmm... I can't really think of anything else important going on. I keep having this feeling that I'm going to have a nervous break down soon. I can't explain it but I feel like life is getting out of my control, and the harder I try to take grasp of it, the further I feel like I'm falling. The only thing keeping me together is knowing that I have someone who needs me more then anything, and for Austin, I'll take this pressure and then some. He's such a good baby, and I thank GOD for him. I know things will fall into place sooner or later, but I need to make sure I have the glue ready for when they do so I can make sure it STAYS that way this time.
Well.. back to work... aka HELL!
Update:
I'm a mom!!
Austin Ray Banuelos Born May 17, 2006!
Work is good, I want more money though.
Gary and me are wonderful, he told me the other day, "I feel closer to you then ever before"... made me melt.
I hate snotty people... I'm dealing with one right now and it's making me feel as if I'm just some little peon... but I'm better then that so I'll just ignore it until I see her in public!
Hmm... I can't really think of anything else important going on. I keep having this feeling that I'm going to have a nervous break down soon. I can't explain it but I feel like life is getting out of my control, and the harder I try to take grasp of it, the further I feel like I'm falling. The only thing keeping me together is knowing that I have someone who needs me more then anything, and for Austin, I'll take this pressure and then some. He's such a good baby, and I thank GOD for him. I know things will fall into place sooner or later, but I need to make sure I have the glue ready for when they do so I can make sure it STAYS that way this time.
Well.. back to work... aka HELL!