Oct 28, 2005 12:06
Ok, so I haven't been feeling good the past few days. Gary was upstairs playing a game that has engulfed his life entirely, and i was in the basement watching NERV. Well he came down and asked me if I was hungry and told me there was some soup, which sounded awesome, so he went back up and made me some Campbell's chicken noodle soup. When he came back down, he had ravioli's and we ate and watched tv for a bit. When we were done he took the dishes upstairs and finished playing his game. (I am getting to a point i swear). Well I called his mom to say hi and let her know how we're doing. When she asked me what I had for dinner I told her that Gary made me Chicken noodle soup. All of a sudden I hear her go, "ARE YOU SERIOUS!?". Totally confused I asked her what the big deal is. She replies with this, "You know, he must REALLY love you. When Gary was a kid he made a can of campbell's chicken noodle condensed soup, and forgot to add water. He ate the whole thing, and got sick all night from it. Every time he smells it, sees it, or thinks about it he gets sick to his stomach and remembers seeing chicken noodle and throw up. He won't even make it for the kids at his school." She couldn't believe it and just kept saying that it must be love for him to make that for me. After she told me that, I just got this huge smile on my face and went upstairs and gave him the biggest hug and kiss. I told him that his mom told me about the soup, and he told me to never think he doesn't love me. He tells me all the time that he loves me more then he has anyone else. He was engaged, so for him to tell me that he loves me more then someone he was ready to spend the rest of his life with, it really hits you.
He's sick today though, and I feel bad that I can't make him better. I also wonder if it was because of the soup! ha ha, that would suck.
I'm helping him with the parent's night out thing tonight, which i hope matti is there. She's the cutest girl you'll ever see, (except for mine), and so sweet.
My mom's doing good, and so is everyone else. Erin got a raise at work and a promotion. That makes me so happy. I think I subconsciously worry about her like I would my own kid or something. She's had it pretty hard, and I just wish I could make her life not have any more commotion in it. So when I found out how much better she's doing, it felt like a weight was lifted.
My tummy's getting tighter, and harder. Any other time that would usually mean that it's nice and flat, but not this time! It's just getting bigger!!! I can't wait until I get a big belly. Me and Gary are gonna have pics done when i get a big belly. I really hope I don't get bad stretch marks. I was looking at some pictures of other girls with big bellies, and this one pic was BAD! i feel sorry for the poor girl that has those! And there's nothing you can do about it. It doesn't matter what kind of treatment other then plastic surgery, they will NEVER go away. They'll fade, but the texture of them will always be there. If it's too bad then I'm going to take some of my house money and get my tummy fixed. I'm sorry but I refuse to go walking around with a saggy gross looking stomach. I'm still working out and stuff though. I tell you what, that shit takes it out of me. The healthier you are the easier the labor will be, and I don't want an epidural so I am trying to get in the best shape that I can.
Alright, well I don't think there's anything else. My tummy hurts because it's stretching, and I'm tired. Half hour before lunch, so I'm gonna chill for a bit. Thank GOD it's friday man!!