fuN niGht......ended with sad late night talks..
well last night was fun! it was me, jackie, gil, and alyssa, later sandra and kim showed up. well they tok forever to start but we were jus there in the crowd dancing all nite. i had a blast. i did too much jumping up and down. i wish i would have dressed different. but i didnt. o well. it was great and the ride home was funny as hell. i still wished my bf's would have gone.
on the way home i recieved a call from katy, she wsa feeling down and needed sumone to talk tooo....i told her i would call her when i got home cuz my cell was dead!
well i got home and i called her up. i guess you can say me and my friends are having problems. its affecting her badly and its been affecting me for a very long time. i've learned that with katy the lil things matter. thats how its also with me but we jus never knew it. and both of us now know and so hopefully things will get better b/t me and her and with patsy.
im sure we've all missed us 3 hanging out together. maybe we all havent put as much effort and we should have. katy i never thought you cared this much. and im sure you n ever knew i care so much either. but i care alot. alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot.
i know i work alot but i will try to make the best out adn everything and make sure i call u whenever we go ANYWHERE! i promise. but its gots to go both ways. i jus want you two, (patsy & katy) you guys mean alot to me and i also miss alllll the great times we had together being dumbasses.so if i put 100% to make everything bettttter i hope you guys will too! luv u both mucho!! :)