dudes
shit man. i got one of my good friends pissed at me and i apologized to her and this other girl and i hope she forgives me.my idiot friend justin gave me a bunch of scrached up cd's so now i'm screwed.my friend dayna sat on my lap at the pep rally.uh-oh. no not really the whole time i was basically looking at megan. she gave me two hugs and i was like wow.all day i kept saying what....thats crazy. so now thats my new saying and stuff.wow megan is so beautiful and stuff. i love her. if she reads this i'm going to be so red and stuff and start blushing. i think i'm in love with her. we were sitting at the pep rally and she looked at me and then out of no where i said i love you then i guess as a reflex she said it back with the biggest smile on her face. wow.i got on the bus and theres this thirteen year old girl that i like and think is really pretty and she wants to go to blake next year. that rocks big cock.wow in band me and my friend eric were talking about this really hot chick and she saw us and was like what are you guys talking about.we were like nothing. then her friend asks me if i like her and i said yes. so then she was like i'm not gay.i was like don't fight it. then we found out shes from england and she has an accent and a lysp it sounds so hot but shes a sophmore and according to her sophmores don't date freshman so we were both like bummer.so now we are just constantly staring at her and i noticed that when she plays her clarinet a vain in her neck pops out.so yeah i have a few new crushes at blake and at the bus ramp and on the bus. there all so beautiful. its like i'm in heaven.i still miss my old friends and shit and i was hoping to ask brittny burger out when i saw her again but we never see eachother anymore so i never asked.i'm still waiting on a reply from megan but i'm pretty sure its gonna be a i'm not ready yet.if i had the chance to see brittny though i would ask her out.mnaybe i should do it over the phone.hmm...............i should. when i get home i have to call jessica, brittny,brittny,megan,justin,and other people like demelza.as of right now i've been on this computer at the library for hours and i'm just now updating my journal.weird.so i've been asked out by a million gay guys and some gay girls but mostly straight ones its cool i guess but i turn all of them down.life was sucking about every second of every day.wow i have to go but i'll update next weekend or something. bye. i love you all.