99 Truths....I'm bored.

[munkus15]

1. I'd probably do heroin if it was offered to me. (In smoking form)
2. I don't like getting too close to people.
3. I get crowd anxiety.
4. South Park has become too much of an obsession.
5. I own session 1, 4, and 5 and I've watched them all 100+ times.
6. I don't want a real relationship, I rather fool around.
7. I'm attracted to older guys.
8. However, when older guys show interest I get creeped out.
9. I once got extremely high on Sharpie fumes by accident.
10. I hate my weight.
11. I've lost almost 30lbs so far.
12. I'm aiming for atleast 10 more.
13. I'm paranoid beyond what is normal.
14. I only really trust Sarah.
15. But I don't like making friends with her boyfriends.
16. Doog is my best friend.
17. I want to tell my grandfather that he's my favorite relative, but I don't know how.
18. Working at a job satisfies me more than working at school.
19. I hope I'm cuter than what I see in pictures of myself.
20. I miss summer.
21. I was in no way ready to go back to school.
22. I don't feel like a senior, but at the same time I feel old.
23. I don't want to do my college applications.
24. I love being alone.
25. I'm actually pretty shallow when it comes to guys.
26. I hate the idea of AP classes.
27. I resent that AP was all that was talked about in my honors class.
28. I've actually met someone from myspace.
29. When I say I'll do something, I'll do it.
30. I rarely get angry.
31. When I get angry, it's not pretty.
32. A lot of people at my school disgust me in so many ways.
33. I McHate McDonalds.
34. I get pad thai noodles cravings.
35. In South Chicago Heights, I am a goddess.
36. I can't wait to turn 18.
37. I will get an eyebrow piercing when I do, but I keep changing my mind about it.
38. The idea of giving birth creeps me out.
39. Most things creep me out.
40. I like to drive, it makes me feel in control.
41. I never had the desire to explore space.
42. My kindergarten teacher's name was Mrs. Peacock.
43. I miss living in Glendale sometimes for racial and cultural reasons.
44. I love the colors black and red together.
45. I can't sleep with a light on.
46. I've kissed a member of the US Coastguard.
47. I've never had straight A's.
48. I realized I'm a lot like my dad.
49. I think the script I wrote with Sydnee last year is the shit.
50. Not getting drama has changed my life for the better.
51. I realized one summer while in South Chicago Heights that racism goes both ways.
52. I've been told too often that I look strung out.
53. When I went to Mexico, I was disappointed when everything was translated into english already.
54. Cats always end up attacking me for no good reason.
55. New Disney sickens me.
56. Except for the Lion King.
57. Bugs like to touch me.
58. I used to eat gel glue.
59. I'd pretend white glue was my skin peeling off after it dried.
60. When I was in 4th grade, it was cool to collect different erasers.
61. I'm thankful that Sydnee made me let her shape my eyebrows.
62. I tend to win superbowl bets even though I don't really pay attention.
63. I hate being taught how to play cards.
64. I wish I could play guitar.
65. I would die without music.
66. I can only handle musicals like Hairspray.
67. Musicals that come from books and stuff are just wrong to me.
68. I have the first Backstreet Boy and Nsync cds.
69. I love realizing the meanings of lyrics.
70. I hope Blink-182's break-up was just a marketing ploy.
71. Eyeliner makes me happy.
72. My favorite holiday had always been Halloween.
73. I really want Spirit to call me for my interview and hire me.
74. When I was little,I used to draw/paint the Japanese flag all the time.
75. I only drew on the walls once and it was because kids of tv always did it, so I thought that's what I was supposed to do.
76. I need to finish Silent Hill before I go off to college.
77. I wish I was tanner.
78. I can only write well when my heart is in it.
79. Some of what I've considered my best works have recieved Cs or lower and I was broken hearted.
80. People who think they're smarter than me, may be right, but I hate when they've made it clear.
81. I hate when people refuse to give me directions and instead tell me to take a bus or other form of transportation.
82. I regret not spending more time with people I won't see once we all leave for college.
83. I've tried cigarettes.
84. I really want to go to a Bright Eyes concert.
85. Popularity frightens me.
86. I've only cried majorly publically once.
87. That was my one embarrassing moment.
88. Tiny freshmen boys frighten and amaze me.
89. I could never get a tattoo, because I get sick of drawings on my body after a hour.
90. I get tired at about 9:30.
91. Without my mp3 player, I would surely die.
92. I'm really pretty mean, and I blame my friends for that. :)
93. A lot of my family is white trash and have the cops called during gatherings.
94. The only racial problem I have is against East coast Italians.
95. I come from a line of crooks.
96. I also come from a bunch of union workers and organizers.
97. I hate reality tv.
98. Except for Celebrity Fit Club.
99. I want to get out of the house more.