Jun 11, 2004 08:03
ok so this is my last day at work and im mega stressin, well actually it feels good to know i wont have to come back to this hell hole, at least here with these people that dont know how to treat employees, its funny cus i got here this morning and there was like balloons and flowers at my desk stuff like we'll miss you and good luck, its kinda ironic now that i think about it....newho
OMG yesterday i friggin went out to lunch and dont you know i backed up into a friggin cement post!!!! it was crazy, i broke the drivers side tail light and scratched the car, but nuthin too drastic...easily fixable...or so i keep telling myself....*sigh*, as if things werent bad enough already, im looking foward to sleeping in all next week, i havent had a vacation since over a year ago and before looking for another job im most definately going to take a breather, well newho
ok mando if u read this here's ur piece.....im sorry i hung up on u last night but really how hard is it to say a simple yes or no? and if its really that hard then it means that the answer was no, even though u insisted i knew it was yes, either way...i really thought u would call back and when u didnt it just confirmed what i was already feeling, ur lack of concern and interest.....i guess things between us are just getting old, fast.......sorry it had to be like this
so ok i guess now that i look at it my lifes a mess right now, doesnt seem that anythings going right.......i lost my job, the guy im head over heels for doesnt know i exist, now mandos mad at me, and my cars jacked up......the bad thing is that i know it could be worst, thats what scares me...newho.....i'll write more later!!