Jun 13, 2005 00:47
my day was good. roger and colin came home, and although i didn't see colin, i got to see my one true love, roger. i missed him. we hung out at his house with brigette and stefan for a while. and well, roger and stefan bicker and continuously argue like a married couple but brigette is like my new favorite person, love her.
so ok why do i work like this - if i'm not feeling it, i'm not feeling it. i'm not gonna force myself on new testosterone just because he's there. but then, when i want something, i want it. and it's usually something i can't touch. ugh it makes me mad. i don't know, i can't control it. i've also been told a few times i'm hard to read. so that scares me, what if i'm sending wrong signals. i mean whatever, it's not like i worry or even think about those things. it's just one of those things...
anyway. life is good. i don't have work till wednesday, i love it.
call me tomorrow (monday) because i hate sitting in the house if i don't have to.
I LOVE YOUUUUuuu
xoxo E. r.i k. A xoxox