Apr 24, 2005 21:22
i must give recognition to the one year anniversary of our sweet sixteen...
i wish you were here
april 24, 2004
coconut beach
wow. the year flew by. that was technically the first day me and brandon started talking, so considering that, we've been dating, on and off, for a year. that's insane. i've grown so much. i've been doing so many deep posts lately. i don't feel like reflecting on my changing just yet, but that post will be coming soon.
it's almost may. i've only got twenty something days left of being a junior. it's bittersweet, probably more bitter actually. so much of me wants to graduate and go to college, but more of me wants to stay in this one span of time for a while. junior year flew by. me and brandon were talking today about how everyone says you make your real friends when you're a junior and how big of a jump it is from sophomore to junior, well for most people. and it's so true. last year i was like, i don't think things will change that much... but this year, everyone realized wow, we're going to be split up for the first time in 4 years. we're gonna go our separate ways, some together, but we're never gonna be in this environment after next year. it's natural to grow up from the revelation. and yup, i've always had my group of friends, i've always considered them 'close' friends or 'best' friends. well i definitely redefined my view of 'best' friends this year. it's crazy. i have a few that i never thought i would be close to but i'm so glad i did. probably my best friend right currently, and i don't know what i'd do without her. i don't know what i'd do without any of them. but wow this year has been such a great year. i keep thinking with every year i turn older, that was the best year of my life. well i'm sure senior year will top this, but it will be some competition. junior year was incredible. and incredible is a major understatement. i met people that i couldn't live without. i became best friends with people that i spend every waking moment of my weekends with. i love those people and i love my life. everything just keeps getting better and better.
well well erika has a job. yes erika and lindsay have jobs at mcalisters... i will give my times later and i EXPECT visits.
AND this weekend was brother martin prom! i had SO much fun. i saw so many people and the 2 people that i hate most in this world. but they don't even deserve that attention. prairie dogs and french fries. hahaha well i saw all my brother martin juniors that i miss. aww i love yall. my stupid group :( it was good to see them and a bunch of girls too! it was great and then we went to some party after. i also feel very accomplished. hah
well this supposed-to-be short post turned into my procrastination of an english project. so i'm off to go do that. i love you!
xoxo rik xoxo