Xmas!
Bit has happened since my last entry, all of it good :-)
Hmmm hard to know where to start really........I think xmas eve day as in Monday I just chilled about and went over to albury and finished off my xmas present and found the BEST ever gift for the girls, inhouse joke but they'll love it, went and had lunch with my mum, shock horror she left the shop on a busy day, was nice just to hang and chill with her I miss that alot. Then thought I couldn't let the sunshine go to waste as it doesn't come out to play too often in melhole, so laid about reading my book "middlesex" got in for a quick dip when the sun was too much, my mate Pez came around to play so caught up and had a laugh and a giggle till he near killed me with some kind of garden implement, we both laughed cause neither of us knew what else to do, god I miss that man. By the time I got back out the back I had turned as red as a tomato, and OUCH! Not seeing sun for 2 and a half years has a nasty effect on your skin :-( Called a mate in melbs and chatted a bit too long (sorry mum) but was good, miss her heaps, we always have a fkn giggle ;-p only prob is that anytime we talk I think naughty hahahaha and dag nam it, I am being well behaved and keeping my dignity and she has a girlfriend and we have agreed that we fkn rock it in the bedroom however try and make it an ongoing thing we suck big time hahahaha love ya KK! It's funny though it was also mentioned that whatever happens between us two we'll always be mates, dunno we have some weird connection lol aka we both shit each other to tears *wink* ummmmm OH FK YEAH the reason I called her was because my bro has apparently found a dealer not far from where I grew up that breeds docked rotti's, they're bloodlines are that strong 80% of pups are being born without their tails, so I am gunna try my darndest to save up for my lil "KRUZ" ok so that was my exciting news, oh yep the exciting life of Zoe Renee!
So after burning myself to a crisp, I somehow managed to put some clothes on and hot myself up and headed to Paddy's with my boys, met my cousins there and some friends from high school, and some randoms I've met here there and everywhere. BUT my lust girl is back mmmmmmmmmmm Ok so I have known this girl since she was born, we played barbies way back wehn hehehe the girliest lil thing you could possibly have imagined and her oldest brother was my very boyfriend at the rip ol' age of 1. Anyway A grew up, not so girly, but fkn HOT! Body of heaven, smile is absolutely stunning, hot funky hair, and my god I am lost for words. Anyways she rocks up, comes over gives me a xmas peck shares her beer and all I can do is think "Zoe don't stare, just breathe, hold normal conversation" had a laugh about the amount of lesbians out, quite a few for a small town, but a severe lack of talent. When my ex took me to Sydney for my birthday a few years ago we went to her friends girls footy match, mmmmm A was on her team, and she looked at me, double took, and was like wtf? what are you doing here, was bizaar, then ran into her again the next night at the bank, had a giggle coz we were wearing exactly the same top, yep! anyways random information as per usual with my entries. Told her I'm ummmmmm and ahhhhing about moving to Sydney, she was like yep crash at mine *helllllloooooo there would be NO SLEEPING what so ever* if that happened! Ok so chatting a bit too much about lust girl but hey its pretty much a life long crush here! Oh yeah so had a great night at paddy's, had a relatively early night so as not to suffer yet another painstakingly hungover xmas, and I was still in pain from the burn :-( So yeah up early for xmas, opened our pressies, awwwww I LOVE my parents so much. My brian always and without fail buys us all some weird and quirky muck around gifts, so this year all the other got a puzzle ball and I got an optical illusion puzzle which will take me the next 10 xmas' to complete, but the shared joke gift for us this year was a toy horse race, we got a remote control horse each, and the race track, with barriers and flags and winners post, the lot, so we set that up and all us kids and by kids I mean all over the age of 19 sat out the back setting this up and racing our horses, what a crack up, it was fun though, I love my family and we're all silly and laugh :-)
Wished all my mates a merry xmas and happy new year, ate way too much food, did not consume alot of alcohol, quite a shock for those that know me LOL but I was hooked on some of the whacky gifts other family members received in the entire family kris kringle. It actually kept me quiet, quite a few people asked if I was ok cause I am normally the loud one stirring everyone up, but when there is something to conquer, quite as a mouse till I succeed. I succeeded, my volume went up! Think I am writing way too much, however just wanted to express how great my day was, considering I have a huge hole in my heart and thought that christmas would be ruined, but my family and friends are fantastic and I wouldn't let someone like her ruin it for me anyways. I thought about her alot cause we were supposed to share the day together, but it is all for the best that she isn't around anymore because I don't want someone of her character in my life anyways, she sent me a xmas msg and I just thought are you for real, after the things you have said to me, the way you have hurt me, fk off, plus I'm sure I was not the first person she wished a merry xmas to, sloppy seconds, no thanks!
Anyways, on a happy note I have had a wonderful xmas, caught up with all my family, and then all us cousins come back here and chilled in the pool ok ok so I didn't I sat in the shade lol but all the same had a great afternoon and dinner! Tomorrow is the boxing day races.....hmmmmm to don the frock or cas it up???? always a big day and a stroll down memory lane as all from school flock back for the festive season. I won't have a voice by the end of the night LOL cause after the races the carriers street party is on and wow does that get messy hehehehe. Hope A goes so I get a bit of a perve session mmmmmmm
Alright so enough of my banter, and now the sun has gone down, I can venture outside for a swim.
Z
Hmmm hard to know where to start really........I think xmas eve day as in Monday I just chilled about and went over to albury and finished off my xmas present and found the BEST ever gift for the girls, inhouse joke but they'll love it, went and had lunch with my mum, shock horror she left the shop on a busy day, was nice just to hang and chill with her I miss that alot. Then thought I couldn't let the sunshine go to waste as it doesn't come out to play too often in melhole, so laid about reading my book "middlesex" got in for a quick dip when the sun was too much, my mate Pez came around to play so caught up and had a laugh and a giggle till he near killed me with some kind of garden implement, we both laughed cause neither of us knew what else to do, god I miss that man. By the time I got back out the back I had turned as red as a tomato, and OUCH! Not seeing sun for 2 and a half years has a nasty effect on your skin :-( Called a mate in melbs and chatted a bit too long (sorry mum) but was good, miss her heaps, we always have a fkn giggle ;-p only prob is that anytime we talk I think naughty hahahaha and dag nam it, I am being well behaved and keeping my dignity and she has a girlfriend and we have agreed that we fkn rock it in the bedroom however try and make it an ongoing thing we suck big time hahahaha love ya KK! It's funny though it was also mentioned that whatever happens between us two we'll always be mates, dunno we have some weird connection lol aka we both shit each other to tears *wink* ummmmm OH FK YEAH the reason I called her was because my bro has apparently found a dealer not far from where I grew up that breeds docked rotti's, they're bloodlines are that strong 80% of pups are being born without their tails, so I am gunna try my darndest to save up for my lil "KRUZ" ok so that was my exciting news, oh yep the exciting life of Zoe Renee!
So after burning myself to a crisp, I somehow managed to put some clothes on and hot myself up and headed to Paddy's with my boys, met my cousins there and some friends from high school, and some randoms I've met here there and everywhere. BUT my lust girl is back mmmmmmmmmmm Ok so I have known this girl since she was born, we played barbies way back wehn hehehe the girliest lil thing you could possibly have imagined and her oldest brother was my very boyfriend at the rip ol' age of 1. Anyway A grew up, not so girly, but fkn HOT! Body of heaven, smile is absolutely stunning, hot funky hair, and my god I am lost for words. Anyways she rocks up, comes over gives me a xmas peck shares her beer and all I can do is think "Zoe don't stare, just breathe, hold normal conversation" had a laugh about the amount of lesbians out, quite a few for a small town, but a severe lack of talent. When my ex took me to Sydney for my birthday a few years ago we went to her friends girls footy match, mmmmm A was on her team, and she looked at me, double took, and was like wtf? what are you doing here, was bizaar, then ran into her again the next night at the bank, had a giggle coz we were wearing exactly the same top, yep! anyways random information as per usual with my entries. Told her I'm ummmmmm and ahhhhing about moving to Sydney, she was like yep crash at mine *helllllloooooo there would be NO SLEEPING what so ever* if that happened! Ok so chatting a bit too much about lust girl but hey its pretty much a life long crush here! Oh yeah so had a great night at paddy's, had a relatively early night so as not to suffer yet another painstakingly hungover xmas, and I was still in pain from the burn :-( So yeah up early for xmas, opened our pressies, awwwww I LOVE my parents so much. My brian always and without fail buys us all some weird and quirky muck around gifts, so this year all the other got a puzzle ball and I got an optical illusion puzzle which will take me the next 10 xmas' to complete, but the shared joke gift for us this year was a toy horse race, we got a remote control horse each, and the race track, with barriers and flags and winners post, the lot, so we set that up and all us kids and by kids I mean all over the age of 19 sat out the back setting this up and racing our horses, what a crack up, it was fun though, I love my family and we're all silly and laugh :-)
Wished all my mates a merry xmas and happy new year, ate way too much food, did not consume alot of alcohol, quite a shock for those that know me LOL but I was hooked on some of the whacky gifts other family members received in the entire family kris kringle. It actually kept me quiet, quite a few people asked if I was ok cause I am normally the loud one stirring everyone up, but when there is something to conquer, quite as a mouse till I succeed. I succeeded, my volume went up! Think I am writing way too much, however just wanted to express how great my day was, considering I have a huge hole in my heart and thought that christmas would be ruined, but my family and friends are fantastic and I wouldn't let someone like her ruin it for me anyways. I thought about her alot cause we were supposed to share the day together, but it is all for the best that she isn't around anymore because I don't want someone of her character in my life anyways, she sent me a xmas msg and I just thought are you for real, after the things you have said to me, the way you have hurt me, fk off, plus I'm sure I was not the first person she wished a merry xmas to, sloppy seconds, no thanks!
Anyways, on a happy note I have had a wonderful xmas, caught up with all my family, and then all us cousins come back here and chilled in the pool ok ok so I didn't I sat in the shade lol but all the same had a great afternoon and dinner! Tomorrow is the boxing day races.....hmmmmm to don the frock or cas it up???? always a big day and a stroll down memory lane as all from school flock back for the festive season. I won't have a voice by the end of the night LOL cause after the races the carriers street party is on and wow does that get messy hehehehe. Hope A goes so I get a bit of a perve session mmmmmmm
Alright so enough of my banter, and now the sun has gone down, I can venture outside for a swim.
Z