well..what can i say? life is gorgeous

Dec 23, 2004 08:39

sooo right now its 6:40 in the am and i havent slept since 12:30 yesturday.. meh whatever i cant really say much more about that... anyways.. i have so much xmass shopping to do yet i have no fuckin MONEYahhhh what shall i do??!!? maybe i should paint for people!? yea.. thats a good idea.. woo hooo i better start gettin painting! ahh i have to do one for all these people
jamie
uncle denis
mom
dad
phew all in 2 days!
agh im gunna go crazy with some much paintin
anyways.. i feel very motivated to do things right now...weeee so im staying over at julia's house and we are gunna leave the house at 7:30 and then we are going to drop off movies and then run all the rest of our errand then we are going to go xmass shopping.. after that we are going to the city.. long story and i think i will tell it to you.. actually now that i think about it its not that long its just that jessica horton called and was like hey you wnat to go to the castro with me tomorrow? and i was like sure! yea thats the end of that story
i really wnat to do coke.. i havent yet.. despite what others might believe who read this periodically.... or so i believe they do.. anyways i really want to just do it once but i dont know if i can do that.. i have such an addictive personality and cocaine is very addicting drug..ugh i dont know i shouldnt even be questioning the answer should be no.. but its not.. maybe i never fuckin hit rock bottom.. maybe..pshh.. i dont know now im not in a good mood i think im gunna just end this entry...cuz it sucks my fuckin asshole!
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