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I'm so sorry about that other entry I worte. U_U I am drunk out of my mind (trying to deal with stress) and it's 5 in the morning.
I woke up like half an hour ago. I am still drunk but not out of my mind like I was earlier. I apologize for writing that previous entry cos the last thing I wanted to do was make people sad or worried about me.
Ummmmmmm I just went downstairs to the kitchen to make toast. I was wondering why it is so bright at 5. It's actually 5 PM. @.@;;;;;;;;; That means I missed school today. Okay I am fucked up on this messed liquor. Now I need to find somebody to call my school saying they're my mom so she doesn't find out. She gave me 10 dollars yesterday (to buy Shounen Jump #29 ^^;) and told me that I have to go to school today. Apparently I was throwing up blood last night. I am scared of what I'm going to do next.
I promise all this will be over when I get my computer. I am just going through a phase I think.
The only person home was my step brother. Above my eye is bleeding and it feels like I had sex last night. Maybe this is my wake up call. I should quit drugs, drinking, being social, everything.. becoz this is what it does to me. The only reason I am on drugs is becoz I don't have a computer and having a social life is the only thing that keeps me from getting bored to death.
A new paragraph means I went downstairs to eat. ^^; I just need to stop everything. *goes out to find a girl to cal my school claiming to be my mother* >.>;
I woke up like half an hour ago. I am still drunk but not out of my mind like I was earlier. I apologize for writing that previous entry cos the last thing I wanted to do was make people sad or worried about me.
Ummmmmmm I just went downstairs to the kitchen to make toast. I was wondering why it is so bright at 5. It's actually 5 PM. @.@;;;;;;;;; That means I missed school today. Okay I am fucked up on this messed liquor. Now I need to find somebody to call my school saying they're my mom so she doesn't find out. She gave me 10 dollars yesterday (to buy Shounen Jump #29 ^^;) and told me that I have to go to school today. Apparently I was throwing up blood last night. I am scared of what I'm going to do next.
I promise all this will be over when I get my computer. I am just going through a phase I think.
The only person home was my step brother. Above my eye is bleeding and it feels like I had sex last night. Maybe this is my wake up call. I should quit drugs, drinking, being social, everything.. becoz this is what it does to me. The only reason I am on drugs is becoz I don't have a computer and having a social life is the only thing that keeps me from getting bored to death.
A new paragraph means I went downstairs to eat. ^^; I just need to stop everything. *goes out to find a girl to cal my school claiming to be my mother* >.>;