Basics of Today
I am beginning to worry about myself again. I have begun to think that the way i define myself, isn't myself anymore. It isn't like I am a follower, because as anyone who knows me can attest, I neither idolize, nor portray people in my life. My problem happens to be the fact that I cannot make decisions on my own, nor can I find one thing that I like.
Why do I love Green Day, because my cousin Jess loved them when she used to baby-sit Mitchy and myself.
Why do I love Star Wars, because Mitch loves Star wars...
Every taste in music, every joy in life, every thought I have ever had has been drawn directly from someone else, down to simple things as my toothpaste and affinity toward coffee ice-cream.
It isn't that I consciencely choose to follow anyone's opnion... but if you truely think about it, my taste in music, movies and even guys is diverse... only someone who can't think on her own would make decisions like that.
What is wrong with me?
If you know, please tell me.
Why do I love Green Day, because my cousin Jess loved them when she used to baby-sit Mitchy and myself.
Why do I love Star Wars, because Mitch loves Star wars...
Every taste in music, every joy in life, every thought I have ever had has been drawn directly from someone else, down to simple things as my toothpaste and affinity toward coffee ice-cream.
It isn't that I consciencely choose to follow anyone's opnion... but if you truely think about it, my taste in music, movies and even guys is diverse... only someone who can't think on her own would make decisions like that.
What is wrong with me?
If you know, please tell me.