first baby step.
i know there are other people having it worse than me. but for now, i feel like its just me.
everything wrong has been accumulated, till i cannot see my way to make it all right and better. i tried, i really do. but soon i'll just get too tired to care.
and no, i don't like to be too tired to care. it sickens me that i can change it but i just won't care enough to do.
but being whacked down so many times is just plain depressing.
why harp on the sad parts, and not remember the glory moments if any. that's cause glory moments has past, the sad parts are the present, and the future is not looking very bright.
whine whine whine, rant rant rant. that's all i do. but i try to do more.
the first step is not bottling in.
and this is my entry.
everything wrong has been accumulated, till i cannot see my way to make it all right and better. i tried, i really do. but soon i'll just get too tired to care.
and no, i don't like to be too tired to care. it sickens me that i can change it but i just won't care enough to do.
but being whacked down so many times is just plain depressing.
why harp on the sad parts, and not remember the glory moments if any. that's cause glory moments has past, the sad parts are the present, and the future is not looking very bright.
whine whine whine, rant rant rant. that's all i do. but i try to do more.
the first step is not bottling in.
and this is my entry.