insignificant bleeding
i cut today. dont ask why. i dont even know why myself. there are so many possibilities why that its too complicated to begin with. maybe because im scared of loosing james. maybe because Garth keeps saying he loves me. maybe because two of my closest friends cut themselves due to boys. i dont know. all i know is that i regret everything. and that all i would like to do right now is curl up and die. nobody would miss me. nobody would care. they would throw a 'yay she's gone party' most probably. oh well. lifes a bitch. meh.