Aug 16, 2005 02:24
im fairly sure today was one of the most emotional days of my entire life.
youd think that if you cried every tear in your eyes out by 11:00pm then that would be the end right? oh no, barely the beginning. i guess its better to knock all the crying for the next 10 years out in one day?
i love you guys, and i agree, it feels so good to have everything out in the open. i know we'll get through this just like everything else.
dad and i talked for a long time after i got home... i finally got to ask him all the questions that have been bottled up inside for years. it was refreshing, yet exhausting all at the same time. im not sure where to go from here.
i guess what i learned from today, in both situations is that the truth is always the best. the easiest? no. no not at all. but the best.
Thank you Jesus that you never give up on us, even when we give up on ourselves. i love You