Vday... Its the Suck
Ok so for an update on everything that’s going on in my life. I’ve been doing Yoga 2 days a week and swimming about 3 and skating when I can. All of this to just keep me busy so that I’m not thinking too much. I did end up getting Mary Flowers for Vday. I must be out of my freaking mind for doing it, but I sent her two-dozen long stem roses to be delivered to her at work on Vday. The entire card said is “ I will always love you”. I have no fucking clue as to what the hell I was thinking when I ordered all of that. I didn’t want it to be a last effort to try and get back with her, but the more I look at what I did. I see that’s just what I want it to be. Tomorrow I’ll be at the gym until late until so that I won’t have to face her if she stops by the house to return the flowers or some weird stuff like that. I can’t face her again if it’s not good news. Tonight I’m having my phone turned off for a few days and then this weekend I’m planning to take a road trip to somewhere other than Orlando for the weekend. I might go to Miami or St Augustine beach, but I just have to get the hell out of here for a few days.