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maybe i need stop eating indian food...
i have been having fucked up horrible dreams lately.
a few nights ago, i had a dream i smashed a fly and ground meat came out.
then random stuff about my dad, yada yada.
and my self diagnosed ocd is still going on. i'm obsessed with locking and closing doors. i submitted myself to driving back where the mexicans were hanging out and panting our condo just so i can see if the garage door was closed after i was 2 blocks away. on saturday, i checked the door at one of our wedding venues three times, and nikole witnessed this.
ah. i'm going nuts!
i have been having fucked up horrible dreams lately.
a few nights ago, i had a dream i smashed a fly and ground meat came out.
then random stuff about my dad, yada yada.
and my self diagnosed ocd is still going on. i'm obsessed with locking and closing doors. i submitted myself to driving back where the mexicans were hanging out and panting our condo just so i can see if the garage door was closed after i was 2 blocks away. on saturday, i checked the door at one of our wedding venues three times, and nikole witnessed this.
ah. i'm going nuts!