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I haven't updated in forever mainly because it's just all the same -- school takes up a lot of time ...
-- other big events are that my best friend Heather, had her baby on the 31st his name's Dustin so I get to go and see her during spring break which is also the week of my birthday - so I'm pretty excited about that!!
mainly that's the biggest thing that went on since I last updated
anyways -- I'm just feeling so down lately, and it's not just school and the stress that comes with that -- I just feel that there's so much I need to say, but I don't want any drama -- I feel like i'm always second best, I feel like there's so much that I don't know, yet, everyone else does, and I just feel like i'm depressed about everything all of the time -- no matter what i do ..
hopefully this feeling will go away soon though
well, that's it for now -- i just had to write something on that to feel like i got something out of me somehow
PS with this entry I really don't care what other people say about it or that I shouldn't write this kind of stuff b/c you don't even know what I'm specifically talking about .. and I don't think that this is your journal so I'll write whatever I want
-- k now i'm done
-- other big events are that my best friend Heather, had her baby on the 31st his name's Dustin so I get to go and see her during spring break which is also the week of my birthday - so I'm pretty excited about that!!
mainly that's the biggest thing that went on since I last updated
anyways -- I'm just feeling so down lately, and it's not just school and the stress that comes with that -- I just feel that there's so much I need to say, but I don't want any drama -- I feel like i'm always second best, I feel like there's so much that I don't know, yet, everyone else does, and I just feel like i'm depressed about everything all of the time -- no matter what i do ..
hopefully this feeling will go away soon though
well, that's it for now -- i just had to write something on that to feel like i got something out of me somehow
PS with this entry I really don't care what other people say about it or that I shouldn't write this kind of stuff b/c you don't even know what I'm specifically talking about .. and I don't think that this is your journal so I'll write whatever I want
-- k now i'm done