Feb 09, 2006 15:44
Just a few facts I want to point out...
1. The way you look at me and think I can't see you...oh yes...i can see you...and I absolutely adore it.
2. When you find me randomly smiling for no reason...its just because I'm with you and its impossible for me to be down when you're around me.
3. No boy will EVER replace you? Got it? good!
4. No girl will EVER replace you? Just wanna make that clear too...lol
5. Although my mom may control my life, she won't influence the way I feel about you, nor will my friends. If they give me advice when I ask for it then maybe...but our relationship is OUR relationship...no one elses.
6. Sometimes I may not know what the right thing to do is. I'm not perfect...I make MANY mistakes...but please stick through it with me. I try my best...even if my best isn't great.
7. Just by you saying the smallest things means the world to me...I hope it never stops.
8. I absolutely DESPISE seeing you sad or angry. I just want to take it all away and take it onto myself than see you carry it.
9. The way you make your dorky smiles is absolutely adorable.
10. I won't EVER cheat on you...EVER...people who cheat should be shot in the face with a shotgun and roasted on a spit in the front yard.
11. I love kissing you.....a lot.....all the time....lol.
12. Be aware of the fact that I REALLY don't like talking about future stuff (i.e. kids, houses, marraige...etc.) It scares me and I'm not ready to talk about it...so if you're gonna mention it, don't expect me to take it easily.
13. Although I may not act like it, I know when you're lying to me...so please don't lie to me...I only want one thing form you...honesty.
14. Sorry to tell you NOW, but I'm terrible at relationships. And I easily talk myself out of them, so always keep me in check...
15. And you are NOT sensitive...saying something pissed you off isn't being sensitive. I mean...if you're mad, you shouldn't have to justify it...you just are...and if you are...then we're gonna talk about it.
16. Distance is sooooooooo hard...especially on your end...cause you're stuck with ME. And I can get distant...that's just who I am. When I'm with you I'll give you lovin...but somedays I may just be on my own. It's not like I forget you...it's just I need ME time. And if you don't think you'll be able to take that...then I dunno...because I'm not going to change.
17. They say change is for the better...and sometimes it really is...but I won't change...ever. Even when I want to. I just won't. I try and try, but I always fail to change things I dislike about myself.
18. If I put salt in the sugar bowl and tea in the coke bottle...don't be mad...I'm playful...I do stupid things...another thing that won't change.
19. Cassie is my best friend. She always has been and always will be. She's a big part of my life and that will NEVER change. Even when we fight, we know we're still friends because there is too much we've been through to stop talking to each other.
20. Half the time, I think I know what I'm trying to convey, but 10 to 1 says I don't. I can talk myself into anything. I've got a gret way with words and sometimes I can trick myself into doing the dumbest things. If I break up with you, I don't expect you to welcome me back with open arms...but it doesn't mean I wouldn't want it. If I get in a fight with you, I don't expect you to orgive the harsh things that I may say....but it doesn't mean I wouldn't want you to. And when you get mad at me, don't expect me to forgive you for being mean...but know that I will. I can't take back the things I've done nore would i want to, but I really mess up my life. A part of me says that that's how my life is and I just deal with it another part of me says that that's how I like my life to be...I'm not really sure...but it's just yet another part of who I am. I will ALWAYS care for you...along with those I've cared about before. I confuse myself sometimes...and i hope I never mess things up with you...but I'm counting on the fact that I will...because that's what I do.
21. Mostly I just really care about you! Don't forget it!