Oct 22, 2008 13:01
The past month I have had the blahs. The blahs to me is I can't seem to get motivated to do anything. Laundry, cooking dinner straightening the house seems to be more of a chore than something I do because I want to. Don't get me wrong I am no Martha Stewart but I enjoy cooking a great meal for my family and I like my house to look straight and organized. But now I have laundry everywhere, the house is not a mess but It could look better, the cat box was so bad I made Bruce dump it because I just couldn't face it
What is wrong with me? I don't think I am depressed but I have no desire to do anything. To be perfectly honest I think I am in desperate need of a vacation but because of low funds that is not going to be possible for the next month or so. So, I guess I am going to have buck up and get over this blah feeling.
In other news Hans is great he has grown another inch and is learning more and more words. It is so strange that he understands what I am doing and follows my instructions. Last year he was this little guy totally dependent on me and although he is still dependent on me he has becoming more and more his own guy, before I know it he will be going off to college.
the blahs and other stuff,
hans