Damn, Lifes a B**ch some time
The act of admitting defeat and say I can not do that. This was somethign that I thought I was past and cappable of doing with out hisitation. However, it appears that is not so. I ahve decided I am not able to be the student I should be at this point and am dropping or more likely taking an F in one of my classes to be able to complete my other classes with something of a decent grade.
Damn it. I thought that I was beyond this pity crap of bighting off WAY to much. I thought I understood my limits and accepted them. Another part of this is accepting the fact that my quality of actions have greatly degraded from what they use to be. This is not just with school but with life in general. I am not as deligent as I use to be or as precise. At points I wonder if I am lieing to Melinda because I am not beingt he man I was when she first fell in love with me and she just has not noticed my lost and change of character.
I am attempting to kick my ass back in line and get shit right. We will see how will this works.]
DAMN I HATE IT WHEN I AM THIS WRONG.
Damn it. I thought that I was beyond this pity crap of bighting off WAY to much. I thought I understood my limits and accepted them. Another part of this is accepting the fact that my quality of actions have greatly degraded from what they use to be. This is not just with school but with life in general. I am not as deligent as I use to be or as precise. At points I wonder if I am lieing to Melinda because I am not beingt he man I was when she first fell in love with me and she just has not noticed my lost and change of character.
I am attempting to kick my ass back in line and get shit right. We will see how will this works.]
DAMN I HATE IT WHEN I AM THIS WRONG.