Dec 26, 2005 23:53
wow... i think i need to really limit myself on the lj-ing...
seriously, i get on here like everyday. and there are tons of better and more constructive/useful things i could be doing....
like digging in to some good ole' everlasting TRUTH...
*sigh....* my head makes no sense to me, it's too indecisive. but lately, i just feel... curious.
what do i really believe? about everything. do i just believe the things i do because someone told me they are true, or because i've experienced them firsthand? or maybe both? could i have misenterpreted my experiences though? what is really true? if i've really found all of what i am looking for, why do my actions not reflect the longing i feel? i realize this probably isn't making any sense to anyone, but they are questions i need to ask myself...
maybe i will update more on this later, maybe not....
like i said, i need to spend a lot less time on here...
goodnight,
Sarah