Dead Stupid
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I'm well not stupid, but I can't help but make myself think so in most of my seminars. I think in my subject the main thing is being able to *blag* at being deep rather than actually *being* deep (obviously being able to interpret stuff differently helps,hmm) although in some sense I do know I think about a lot of things and think about them in more depth than I need to, I know that everyone probably does but it really frustrates me that I don't have the balls to say what I'm trying to get out and even if I did it wouldn't sound quite so polished as those who don't have a twang of Liverpool in their voice. I'm not being a snob, the opposite (not that there is an opposite) it just does my head in that other people for whatever reason make me feel inadequate. I know I'm lazy leik and have done about 5 hours reading altogether for the whole course so far and I'm not doing myself any favours but I will think what I like, or what i don't like but can't help and like to say.
Anyway I've obviously just had a lecture.
Hoping to see DillingerEP & Poison the Well tonight but I don't see it happening, so I'll probably just watch Eastenders and moan about how little food I have instead. I've only got tins of stuff, like beef stew and stuff but it's just like the squidgy stuff out of the fray Bentos pies which are nice sometimes if not a bit sloppy but not the sludge on it's own: no way no day!
Going to see the new flat tmrw, got them a Salvador dali + clip frame to warm the house in the way that I would like the flat to be warmed.
I reckon starting an assignment doing half of it and then leaving it for a couple of weeks is a bad idea, efforts to actually finish are seriously wilting...pffffffffffffffffft
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I'm well not stupid, but I can't help but make myself think so in most of my seminars. I think in my subject the main thing is being able to *blag* at being deep rather than actually *being* deep (obviously being able to interpret stuff differently helps,hmm) although in some sense I do know I think about a lot of things and think about them in more depth than I need to, I know that everyone probably does but it really frustrates me that I don't have the balls to say what I'm trying to get out and even if I did it wouldn't sound quite so polished as those who don't have a twang of Liverpool in their voice. I'm not being a snob, the opposite (not that there is an opposite) it just does my head in that other people for whatever reason make me feel inadequate. I know I'm lazy leik and have done about 5 hours reading altogether for the whole course so far and I'm not doing myself any favours but I will think what I like, or what i don't like but can't help and like to say.
Anyway I've obviously just had a lecture.
Hoping to see DillingerEP & Poison the Well tonight but I don't see it happening, so I'll probably just watch Eastenders and moan about how little food I have instead. I've only got tins of stuff, like beef stew and stuff but it's just like the squidgy stuff out of the fray Bentos pies which are nice sometimes if not a bit sloppy but not the sludge on it's own: no way no day!
Going to see the new flat tmrw, got them a Salvador dali + clip frame to warm the house in the way that I would like the flat to be warmed.
I reckon starting an assignment doing half of it and then leaving it for a couple of weeks is a bad idea, efforts to actually finish are seriously wilting...pffffffffffffffffft
blahblah............