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Ya know...not that I'm one for serious and upsetting updates...or even updating at all..but lately I feel like I'm being tested with everything in my life. I feel like the stuggle is a lot more then the rewards and I'm finding no where to turn. I guess that is life....but I'm just so tired of it all. I mean I can't even say I am fully looking forward to the summer. I don't know what is going to happen and I feel like it might not get better and just progressively get worse. I pray but it seems to be doing no good...so where do I go from here...?