shyla...omg
ok, so today we went to go drop shyla off @ her Dads.
All i wanted to do was to carry her stuff in, say godbye to her, try not to cry, and try not to punch her Dad in the face.
I succeeded...sorta
We walked in, and the place was a total mess! The carpet was nasty, there was like three pieces of furnature in the whole front room (which seemed to be a living room/dining room/kitchion) and it smelt SOOOO frickn bad! so i said good bye to her, and pracicly ran down the stairs with my mom, and i was just in time. As soon as i shut the door i couldnt hold them any longer, and the flood of tears i had been holding back all day came flooding out in one huge burst.
We came home to such an empty feeling. Knowing she was living in such a awfull envirorment, with such a selfish person...made me so sad!
But anyways, theres more to this story than just a big pity party!
Ron (her dad) told us on tuesday that we could bring her anytime after wendsday. Adn that the social worker told him his house was aprooved. But he lied, the social worker told him he needed to to alot of work and get some more furniture before he could have a little girl living with him, and if he didnt get it done by friday, he would loose his chance for a while.
But the social worker never returned the calls, so we didnt have a clue...untill AFTER he had dropped her off. And Linda (shylas step mom) called Ron, and asked him what was going on, and why he lied. And he told her that he was suprised that we dropped her off, and that we were the ones that lied...but linda knows that we wouldnt lie...so when shyla goes to school tomarow, Linda will pick her up early, so when Ron comes to pick her up later in the day, she wont be there...but then we still have to find a way to get all of her stuff away from him...my goshy its such a big fat mess. And my mom and I have said that we wont be taking her anymore...we are OUT of the situation, I know that sounds mean, but its what the pastors and CG leaders haev told us to do, and really it makes sense.
So its a very sticky situation, and just when we thought it was FINNALY the end of years of fighting, and strif just for two kids (shyla has a 5 year old half brother named jesse)
I mean, it has been going on for SO long...it would take me more room then this thing prob allows for me to writte it all haha
and ya know what? Out of all my journal entrys...this one has been my very longest!
I guess i seem to update it more than others...but oh well! haha
~top 5 ppl of the day~ :)
1. Shyla
2. Luke
3. Auntie Jane
4. Caroline
5. Charitie
i wonder if anyone will actully read this crap hahaha...
i guess ill see huh?
till the next big thing happens....!
~miriam~
All i wanted to do was to carry her stuff in, say godbye to her, try not to cry, and try not to punch her Dad in the face.
I succeeded...sorta
We walked in, and the place was a total mess! The carpet was nasty, there was like three pieces of furnature in the whole front room (which seemed to be a living room/dining room/kitchion) and it smelt SOOOO frickn bad! so i said good bye to her, and pracicly ran down the stairs with my mom, and i was just in time. As soon as i shut the door i couldnt hold them any longer, and the flood of tears i had been holding back all day came flooding out in one huge burst.
We came home to such an empty feeling. Knowing she was living in such a awfull envirorment, with such a selfish person...made me so sad!
But anyways, theres more to this story than just a big pity party!
Ron (her dad) told us on tuesday that we could bring her anytime after wendsday. Adn that the social worker told him his house was aprooved. But he lied, the social worker told him he needed to to alot of work and get some more furniture before he could have a little girl living with him, and if he didnt get it done by friday, he would loose his chance for a while.
But the social worker never returned the calls, so we didnt have a clue...untill AFTER he had dropped her off. And Linda (shylas step mom) called Ron, and asked him what was going on, and why he lied. And he told her that he was suprised that we dropped her off, and that we were the ones that lied...but linda knows that we wouldnt lie...so when shyla goes to school tomarow, Linda will pick her up early, so when Ron comes to pick her up later in the day, she wont be there...but then we still have to find a way to get all of her stuff away from him...my goshy its such a big fat mess. And my mom and I have said that we wont be taking her anymore...we are OUT of the situation, I know that sounds mean, but its what the pastors and CG leaders haev told us to do, and really it makes sense.
So its a very sticky situation, and just when we thought it was FINNALY the end of years of fighting, and strif just for two kids (shyla has a 5 year old half brother named jesse)
I mean, it has been going on for SO long...it would take me more room then this thing prob allows for me to writte it all haha
and ya know what? Out of all my journal entrys...this one has been my very longest!
I guess i seem to update it more than others...but oh well! haha
~top 5 ppl of the day~ :)
1. Shyla
2. Luke
3. Auntie Jane
4. Caroline
5. Charitie
i wonder if anyone will actully read this crap hahaha...
i guess ill see huh?
till the next big thing happens....!
~miriam~