Jesus Christ I need Your help!!!!

[munchkinluva]

ok, its been a min since i've written in here. i usually write in here when its mad important and don't feel the personal connection i need in xanga. well remember my so-called  best friend? the one who i told y'all got married sumtime in the summer? well i found out sumthin earthshattering and life changing....

her mother died....

3 weeks ago....

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[munchkinluva]

well, as opposed to yelling at her...yeah i'm not gonna talk to her. for now...i will talk to her eventually after i can get my own emotions under control....because i'm insanely disappointed in the turn of events since june...and in her...if her family found out the truth (i don't know how much they know) they'd prolly feel the same way and unleash a can of "make yo ass feel damned guilty for the rest of your life" on her....i'm trying to keep from doing that myself. well, my mother understands how i feel and why....

and i meant to explain how we figured out what prolly happened. when my friend first got married and her mom and my mom were talking, she (her mom) was sayin how she doesn't care about anything anymore and how she didn't care about herself anymore. plus imagine the strain on her heart to see her daughter come in and out of the house at random times just to get her stuff (and her mom wasn't a small woman at that...imagine all of that compounding on one another and what it prolly did physically to her). plus, my friend came home under the presumption that she was staying cuz she was like "that man is crazy" and saying shez getting her marriage annulled....and then she turned around and left again! she was her mother's entire life from the day she was born and especially after her father left. they didn't have much moneywise but her mother tried her hardest to give her daughter everything, even if it meant she went completely without. and plus...she didn't let me know when her mother died. well, she called but never left a message that something was amiss...