fairness......
ok...just cuz i expressed ONE opinion on sum chick every1's callin me a hater???? that's not fair....its just MY opinion of her....like how ppl would say britney spears is the worst singer of all time and a whole bunch of other ppl will defend her tooth and nail.....ok, for ALL fairness, sum1 direct me to another one of her songs. mayb the music and watever didn't fit her voice and didn't flatter it fully idk....but until i hear/feel otherwise, the babe can't sing (in my opinion).
oh yeah...um,darryl.....WRITE SUMTHIN IN HERE!!!! lol.....i know u can think up sumthin....
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damn u jacki...commenting b4 i can edit lol....
waking up at 4am and not being able to get back to sleep sucks....
it sucks even more when sum jackass fires a round of shots behind ur apt....
for sum reason lately i've been waking up at 4sumthin am and i can't get back to sleep for a good hour. i don't know why. perhaps its my mattress. mayb its not firm enough. it used to b my grandma's but i don't think she used it a good year. mayb i'm worried. i have to pass 2 maths by august 25th (or 30th idk which). plus i get neurotic about my rela with darryl (with whom i chilled with today but i'll get to that later). sumtimes we don't see/hear from each other for like a week (hell, 3 days seems like 10 months to me...prolly cuz i was used to seeing him liek 5 times a day lol).....eehhhh.....idk...i just hope i can eventually stay asleep the entire night.
so well newayz today i took the MA 912 test 1. it was pretty kewl. this is the FIFTH time i've taken that damn test (math is just not my thing...). but i believe i've passed this time. now on to do test 2....unfortunately since i didn't pass the 1012 test 2 i have to double up on them damn tests next week wed....imma b passed out come christmas (classes all summer,20 credits next semester , volleyball, probably a job if they keep me on past the temp). ok, i know i don't have room to bitch cuz there r ppl who are much busier than me. its just that i'm not used to all of this. eh, i'll just suck it up and REALLY enjoy my winter vacay when it comes around lol. darryl was there too. he was taking 1012 and he got there 10 mins l8te (sucka ). poly ppl, can y'all tell me y is room 116 always FREEZING??? i froze my ass off during that test. then my stomach decided to entertain my neighbors with a lil gastric music...then my bladder decided to join in on the fun and torture me causing me to concentrate more on it than the test before me. sooo much fun...
so yeah, like i said i saw my baby today always a plus. we chilled in the school for liek 10 mins lol. he knew he could find me on the 7th floors (cuz that's where the comp labs were). i seriously didn't expect to see him. i ran to the bathroom soon as i was done with my test and then grabbed my jacket (it was BRICK @ school....) and my other junk and headed up to the comp lab and there he was by the big windows on the fone lol. he told me he had a feeling that i was gonna head up there . i told him about my job and volleyball and he was happy for me (well, wat else would he be?) and i showed him my nu headphones lol cuz he knew the condition my old ones were in. so we headed out cuz we were both starving. we wound up @ the mcdonalds by LIU, got the same order and we stayed there for a while....over an hr. we were just sitting there talking. its good to just talk to my handsome baby ^_^. well, when we were parting @ the train station (or rather when the 2 train rolled thru lol), he made me miss the train lol. i hate sayin bye to him . so we were 1/2 makin out cuz my train was sitting there lol. i try to get thru the turnstile as fast as i can (it was sitting there cuz a 4 rolled in...we were @ nevins). i got to the bottom of the stairs just as the doors *ding dong* and close . oh well. i go back up, darryl is still there cuz he prolly saw that i didn't make it on the train lol. so we stand liek rite in the turnstile and talk until my train comes...it comes (a 5 this time) and we 1/2 make out again lol, but this time i actually made it on the train (besides, a 3 was comming and it had to wait for transfers). i get so sad after we part, i'm so crazy about him . hez my baby and honestly, i can see us being together forever. i can't let little, very insignificant things get to my head cuz that'll just drive me insane.
oh,are y'all aware that there is a commercial on the radio for poly? i heard it a couple times on power105. its geared more for transfer students but still....poly has a commercial on the radio! kinda kewl....l8ta all