Oct 12, 2003 12:21
Well I was not going to update for a week. But screw that.
Change is a funny thing. I like and don't like it at the same time.
The people who are the most into and all about "straightedge" are always the first to get drunk. Allie reminded me of when I told her that on Friday. So how very true. The people who do things for themselves, and not to be something, are the only ones who actually win at this game.
I miss Allie. She's away for the weekend.
Dan sparked my attention with the whole morals thing.
I have done some things against them, and then later on I only regret it. So maybe they never do go away. I don't know.
This has been a lonely thinking weekend.
I miss Allie.
I hate the music bigots. I have listened to this band for so and so. Yea, nobody cares. Shut the fuck up.
I like talking about music with Allie. Cause we just bash one another but nobody really cares. And then we have the few bands in common, so we are all "eee" about them.
Allie really is me. We are so different but so alike. It scares me. She'll say something and it just makes perfect sense. It's funny cause nobody can understand random Candace language. But it's really Allie and Candace language.
Kristie is going to Vegas, and I am going to die.
I like lime tic tacs.
I'm getting the paranoia that everyone hates me again.
This entry wasn’t supposed to be all about Allie, I was just thinking of when we hung out on Thursday. Oh well.
I’m fucking better than you. And you know it too. Maybe it’s cause Erin is so hot and she’s my wife. I really don’t know. But the fact is still there, I win, you lose. Go cry, nobody likes you.
The world is a strange strange place.