Nov 16, 2006 22:31
tonight calls for an LJ post...
i haven't talked to ... all day, and all of a sudden i get this IM, and it's seriously got me worried. the only thing that's stopping me from going down there right now is the fact that he asked me not to. i wish i could, and i wish i could make everything better for him.
this has gotten me upset. there's not need to be a sadist of somethings, and don't hit teenage kids, it's a little on the fucked-up side. (i'm completely for disicpline of children, but that's a different subject).
i'm exceedingly worried about him right now. i feel like i need to be there.
i really do love him, something i thought i could never do again.
but as greg would say "c'est la vie", and tonight i wish i didn't have to agree, because it shouldn't be. i think i'm going to get medicated with a leftover from my migraine and try to forget until tomorrow, when i can make it better
-H