i'm so conflicted
yesterday (friday) was not my day by any means. i skipped first and went with joel, duane, and shaun to the spot and just chilled with j.crow and that energy guy from NYC.
got to school, and things just went downhill from there. i'm trying so hard not to let everything get to me, but it's like a fucking slap in the face sometimes, you know? i can't blame him if that's the way that he feels, and he's still one of my best friends. we just have to get past the whole awkward stage that's going to be there for a while. i just broke down during school, and well everyone figured out what happened, and i wanted to hit all of them for getting in my face, but they were only trying to help (thanks btw.). lunch i just sat there and stared at some bricks, then i left and called - to talk to them. on the bus ride i was fine; kendall and i talked about EVERYTHING, it wierd how much the both of us go through. then at the game me and joel talked about alot, and like i said we're still good friends, and i don't see that changing. ever. we just kinda have to start over. then catherine like attacked me and made me feel better. i got home jumped in the shower and passed out.
OH! check this 4.0!
English- A
AP-world- B (it's weighted!)
criminal 1- A
drama- A
college algebra- A
cheerleading- A
criminal 2- A
since yesterday i've been debating on whether or not i was going to scotty's for the costume party... i'm going and i'm going to get thrown. and whatever happens, happens!
loves
-heather
got to school, and things just went downhill from there. i'm trying so hard not to let everything get to me, but it's like a fucking slap in the face sometimes, you know? i can't blame him if that's the way that he feels, and he's still one of my best friends. we just have to get past the whole awkward stage that's going to be there for a while. i just broke down during school, and well everyone figured out what happened, and i wanted to hit all of them for getting in my face, but they were only trying to help (thanks btw.). lunch i just sat there and stared at some bricks, then i left and called - to talk to them. on the bus ride i was fine; kendall and i talked about EVERYTHING, it wierd how much the both of us go through. then at the game me and joel talked about alot, and like i said we're still good friends, and i don't see that changing. ever. we just kinda have to start over. then catherine like attacked me and made me feel better. i got home jumped in the shower and passed out.
OH! check this 4.0!
English- A
AP-world- B (it's weighted!)
criminal 1- A
drama- A
college algebra- A
cheerleading- A
criminal 2- A
since yesterday i've been debating on whether or not i was going to scotty's for the costume party... i'm going and i'm going to get thrown. and whatever happens, happens!
loves
-heather