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Well, I should be packing. I feel like thats all i've been doing, or, all i've been saying. Oh man, i know its not over, I know I'll be back in September, in TH 12 with my Favorite 4, but I dont know what i'm going to do for 3 whole months without them. I guess I'll find out in 24 hours. Thats right folks. In 24 hours my father and the uncles will be here. In 24 hours my mother will be here. In a mere 24 hours, they will be emptying my room, my home, and bringing me back to Reading. A place that never really felt like 'home'. It'll be nice to see everyone in Reading, I miss Jackie, Bizzy, MelOdy, and everyone, and I miss Kohls and my little children I babysit for. It'll be nice to get away from the school work and the pressure, to do mindless work at Kohls and drive Penelope. At the same time, i just dont know what its gonna be like, everything is different now. I'm not a the same person, I grew up. So did everyone else, and we're all gonna try to figure out who everyone else turned into and by the time we've figured it out, it'll be time to leave again. I feel like I just moved in! the year FLEW by! it seems like only yesterday we all took the 3 hour drive out here to move me in, my parents left, Kelly came late. I was left all by myself in an room that felt so lifeless with no TV, a phone that i couldn't dial out with, and no internet. It was the most terrifying thing ever. At that moment, i never ever imagined that i would grow to love MCLA so much. 2 weeks into being here, i was looking at transfer schools and now, well, now I never want to leave. Its just so amazing how much can happen in 9 months. Hahaha, Kelly. I remember Kelly. For all of you who don't know, Kelly was my roommate. She was from Quincy and she was a very nice girl, however she had some issues. She liked to disappear. She would go home for a weekend and not come back, she did that a lot. The weekend before Halloween, her boyfriend who was a fugitive from the law cut off his house arrest bracelet, came out here, banged on our door at 7am, stayed til like 10am when public safety started callin our room then they booked it outta here. I didnt see her until the Friday before Thanksgiving when she came to drop out. I've had a premium single ever since. TIFFANY WAS HERE LAST NIGHT! Tiffany was here first semester and abandoned me the beginning of this sememster, but she came to visit last night, she knocked on my door and I screamed when i opened it, it was sooooooo exciting! yay! So much happened this year and I can't even remember all of it. It was such a blur. This entry doesnt even make any sense. its just me rambling about how I dont wanna go back to reading, i just wannna stay here w/my MCLA girls forever. Now, I'm going to go pack. and cry. thats all i do now. I pack and I cry. then i have to take a final. then i'll pack and cry more. and then, in 24 hours, i will be home. ok, talk to you later. bye.