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[x] You're a lush, and i hate it, but these grass stains on my knees they wont mean a thing [x]
I'm starting to think nothing is gonna get better. I <3 him so much. I just dont get it. I'm obviously not good enough, i just wish someone would tell me what it is about me that he clearly hates. Because i cant figure it out.
People keep telling me that theres nothing wrong with me, i'm lovely, pretty, grateful, fun, funny etc. So what is it that he doesnt like?
Nothing seems right. I want to be with him so so so so much.
I don't understand it.
I so want to be perfect for him. I try to be. I try to be everything he needs, and its not good enough.
. Becky
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I'm starting to think nothing is gonna get better. I <3 him so much. I just dont get it. I'm obviously not good enough, i just wish someone would tell me what it is about me that he clearly hates. Because i cant figure it out.
People keep telling me that theres nothing wrong with me, i'm lovely, pretty, grateful, fun, funny etc. So what is it that he doesnt like?
Nothing seems right. I want to be with him so so so so much.
I don't understand it.
I so want to be perfect for him. I try to be. I try to be everything he needs, and its not good enough.
. Becky
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