aww well
well, i didn't get into any dance group. I was hoping to get into Performance (the lowest level PERFORMANCE group, after the two technique groups), but i didn't. i think i could have, because i know that i am better than some people who did make it, but I know that my audition was the worst ever so I understand. But i figured that the dance teacher would realize that I've danced well all year and see that the audition was a bad day... oh well. I was wrong.
At first when i saw i didn't make anything i was just like "aww whatever i had no chance anyway" but throughout the day i got more upset about it. i just... i dunno. i thought that i was good enough. now i have to decide whether to take the 2nd technique class ("advanced dance") with a bunch of freshmen (i dunno... freshmen and juniors don't always mix) and a friends or two, or just to drop dance. then I'd get free periods in the spring. and my mom says that she doesn't think dance is worth it. but i really don't know. i like dance. if i had gotten into performance i would have definately continued. but since I am stuck in advanced, it is her way of saying "no ben you really aren't that amazing" so i mean what's the point of continuing dance if im not that great anyway?
At first when i saw i didn't make anything i was just like "aww whatever i had no chance anyway" but throughout the day i got more upset about it. i just... i dunno. i thought that i was good enough. now i have to decide whether to take the 2nd technique class ("advanced dance") with a bunch of freshmen (i dunno... freshmen and juniors don't always mix) and a friends or two, or just to drop dance. then I'd get free periods in the spring. and my mom says that she doesn't think dance is worth it. but i really don't know. i like dance. if i had gotten into performance i would have definately continued. but since I am stuck in advanced, it is her way of saying "no ben you really aren't that amazing" so i mean what's the point of continuing dance if im not that great anyway?