Who's next? My heart can only take so much....
Well it seems that i get my heart broken constantly. I can honestly say that marissa has broken my heart. I dont know how else to describe it. I have given all that i can give. I cant give anymore. Its not that i dont want to. Its just that i feel like im empty. What else is there for me to contribute to our relationship? I look at her pic and my heart breaks every time. I dont know what to do.
Now that has me wondering about me and Javier. I honestly am waiting for him to break my heart too. I figure, what else could happen? I think there may be something more to me and him though. I really want there to be something more, but that can not happen with just one person wanting it. I dont know whether he wants it or not. I am afraid to bring it up because i do want to have him in my life. I wonder whether the results will be worth telling him. I hate feeling like crap. I love being with him. When he looks at me he makes me feel like im the only one. But i think, how can i think that when you dont completely have him. I have part of him and i dont like it. I want it all. Thats how it always ends up. You always end up wanting more then you have. I hate having only part of him. I would give everything to him, but I dont want to put everything i have into our relationship if he isnt.
I have done that before. I gave everything and its not returned, well only partial was returned.Then it got to the point where i couldnt give anymore. I had slowly been drained.
Don't break my heart.....its still healing....
Javier is beautiful, inside and out.....hes wonderful :)
~Munchakin~
Now that has me wondering about me and Javier. I honestly am waiting for him to break my heart too. I figure, what else could happen? I think there may be something more to me and him though. I really want there to be something more, but that can not happen with just one person wanting it. I dont know whether he wants it or not. I am afraid to bring it up because i do want to have him in my life. I wonder whether the results will be worth telling him. I hate feeling like crap. I love being with him. When he looks at me he makes me feel like im the only one. But i think, how can i think that when you dont completely have him. I have part of him and i dont like it. I want it all. Thats how it always ends up. You always end up wanting more then you have. I hate having only part of him. I would give everything to him, but I dont want to put everything i have into our relationship if he isnt.
I have done that before. I gave everything and its not returned, well only partial was returned.Then it got to the point where i couldnt give anymore. I had slowly been drained.
Don't break my heart.....its still healing....
Javier is beautiful, inside and out.....hes wonderful :)
~Munchakin~