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So basically i am kinda drunk, and since feeling and truths tend to flow easier, i will say stuff that may piss people off or some shenanigans as such.
I have met and befriended many new people, and i love it. I enjoyed my night tonight. So i want to thank you mr kyle braudigan....and i know i butchered his name. And aaron, jimmy, emily, and liz. But i still cant help to think of old times.
Just hanging with people drinking a bit at my house and just having a good time together. Out of all the people that got pissed at me for whatever reasons, there is only one that i can say i truelty miss. ALOT
I miss my brother. At this point fuck everyone else. But i miss having the kid that i told everything to. The one that knew absolutely everything about me. I miss the one i use to confide everything in. I want to be able to talk about everything and anything and have things still be ok. I miss that so much. Im guessing this may upset, but im not trying to get a rise out of anyone, or making an attempt of communication, that not my dicision. I just wanted to state how i feel. I just want to have back someone that has always helped me out, never used me, was just a true honest friend. One of the only ones i actually had. Its too bad things went the way they did. I cant change it, i dont regret stuff, i just kinda wish i knew exactly went wrong. But its not about that. I just want it to be known that i miss the kid that was my brother, and still to this day, i see him as such, even with where we are now.
Im sorry if this is dubbmb, or mistypen, i tried to use spell check as well.
I have met and befriended many new people, and i love it. I enjoyed my night tonight. So i want to thank you mr kyle braudigan....and i know i butchered his name. And aaron, jimmy, emily, and liz. But i still cant help to think of old times.
Just hanging with people drinking a bit at my house and just having a good time together. Out of all the people that got pissed at me for whatever reasons, there is only one that i can say i truelty miss. ALOT
I miss my brother. At this point fuck everyone else. But i miss having the kid that i told everything to. The one that knew absolutely everything about me. I miss the one i use to confide everything in. I want to be able to talk about everything and anything and have things still be ok. I miss that so much. Im guessing this may upset, but im not trying to get a rise out of anyone, or making an attempt of communication, that not my dicision. I just wanted to state how i feel. I just want to have back someone that has always helped me out, never used me, was just a true honest friend. One of the only ones i actually had. Its too bad things went the way they did. I cant change it, i dont regret stuff, i just kinda wish i knew exactly went wrong. But its not about that. I just want it to be known that i miss the kid that was my brother, and still to this day, i see him as such, even with where we are now.
Im sorry if this is dubbmb, or mistypen, i tried to use spell check as well.