Well, I think in some ways I did see long term potential for certain friendships and now that I think about it, won't last that long. Sure there were some really meaningful conversations and lots of time spent on the friendships, but a lot of times it takes more than time to make a friendship special. A lot of it has to do with maturity level, and sometimes that just isn't there. And of course it's not any of this is either party's fault, it's just weird that what use to be isn't anymore. And I know what you mean about the best friend thing. I'll definitely stay that way with my best friend - there's absolutely no question of that, it's just all my other friends that I'm worried about is all, especially if I don't go back to AZ and visit. I just have the tendency to mourn just about anything and everything. Case in point, I got really sad when this jerk I couldn't stand no longer chased after me and tried to talk to me. Sure I hated it while he was doing it, but it's always nice when people give you that attention. Especially since everyone's so short of time, it means even more when someone takes out the time to care.
Haha, I know what you mean. But that's why I think it's important to forget about certain emotional responses long enough to rantionally think through certain scenarios.
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